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New Personal Energy Field News! Gaia Field Merger!

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New Personal Energy Field News!  Gaia Field Merger!

Hello All!

I have experienced a change in the personal energy field that I feel is worth reporting.  For the last three days, the field has appeared much larger, and rather dark (like being underground) and also super empty.  It wasn’t until today, after I worked out for the first time in a while (sprained ankle and sick), that I was told what was now going on.  Our personal energy fields are now supplementing Gaia’s energy dome (her exact words).  What does that mean however?  Our personal field is now blended with Gaia.  And yes, I know that we as life upon this Earth, cannot be separate from that which enables us to have a physical life in the first place.  So why am I seeing this change?  It is time now to work the energy that is not only us but also life as a whole on our world…and work it from the perspective of a full and integrated partner.  One does not affect the other, but IS the other.  We have been working toward this point for some time and now it is presenting as a fully merged reality.  A visual given to me as an example is to imagine Gaia’s energy dome as a honey bee comb.  Each individual cell of that structure is one of us.  Before Gaia’s energy dome had our energy but as an integrated lower level.  Now we are an integral part of the surface or primary layer of energy (the primary interface, is what I am hearing).

The Heart field has also changed.  Remember the cannoli shaped energy I was seeing before? See here.  It now consists of five 3D sine waves (my cannoli’s) that are three sections deep.  These five waves spread out like spokes from my sides and front of my body.   Five is the energy of change and three is the number of the trinity.  There is nothing on the back side of me yet, no matter how I try to view myself.  It feels deliberately blank.  To be revealed!

There was a river flowing through the energy field this morning and after learning what the new field represented, I walked into it.  As I emerged from the waters, I was covered in newly formed crystals.  The water pulled at me and so I let myself flow along.  I was swept out of a large cavern and across the earth, through many landscapes, each one radiating with the love and joy of Gaia.  Desserts of rock, dunes of blowing sand, muddy jungles, icy tundras and everything in between.  Where there was no river, I walked and each foot step left an imprint full of water.  I travelled until I picked one spot that I decided to make my Now vision of the field.  The dome that surrounds us is now hundreds of feet across and is half under the earth.  We are the nucleus at the center, the engine of the whole field is definitely still the heart, which has expanded it reach so beautifully.

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So I ask you to play a game with your field today.  Walk, float or fly across Gaia.  See all of her beauty in all of her expressions.  The swamp, the grassy plain, the sun-baked clay, the stormy sea and the frozen vistas, these all need to be seen with the eyes of love.  Think National Geographic photography special! Think of what is beautiful about it all.  Feel the beauty of it all.  Find your oneness with her, with your body on a much grander scale.  Enjoy the new field my friends.  Know that we will be changing just as fast as the Earth is.  For she is never static and alway evolving, just like us.

Big Energy Summoned and Received!

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Big Energy Summoned and Received!

Yesterday I had the most amazing experience on the field since I started playing with it.  As I went to bed the night before I saw a single snowflake, the size of my torso, dangling in front of me by a silver cord.  It was dangling in front of Us.  Well, we accepted it.  Boy oh boy, did we accept it.  When I woke up, I saw a ladder of snowflakes pouring through the opening at the top of my field.  The snowflakes were all the same giant size as the one the evening before.  On both outside edges of the snowflakes ran two silver cords, connecting them all together. (Silver is the color of fusion of soul and physical incarnate, the two working as one.  White is the color of pure intent, intent with no agenda or expectations.) I call it a ladder because when I first looked at the field, I saw myself trying to climb it.  But the ladder kept descending so fast that I couldn’t pull myself up.  I then saw myself step back and just watch as the snowflakes poured past.  But the point had been made.  What does a ladder do?  It takes you higher!  Big vibrational increase!!

I had woken up with a headache and after a late breakfast, I crawled back under the covers.  I fell asleep watching the snowflakes stream down.  I remember being cold as I slept (for 3 hours!!!!!) and dizzy as I dreamt.  I awoke around 1:30 in the afternoon sweating and kicking the covers off.  I remembered having witnessed, as I dreamt, that the snowflakes had piled up to my waist.  By the time I had woken, they were over my head.  I saw then too that one of the flakes had wrapped itself around my lower leg and ankle and where it had been was glowing orange like a neon henna tattoo.  For me, orange is the color of Being full; content with one’s self, a color of radiant confidence.  As I moved about for an hour or so, I saw that I had five of them adhered and glowing up my left side, from my ankle to my shoulder.  Five is the number of change!   An hour or so later, the round ball of the field became completely full and I saw a little white plug placed in the top, where the ladder had been descending from.  Then the Hand of God picked up my field and shook it like a salad dressing bottle.  All the snowflakes disappeared as my entire body glowed orange.  In the evening I took a peek and saw that my body had slowly faded to iron-grey, like metal slowly cooling from the forge. Grey for me symbolizes the mixing of endless possibilities with pure intent.

So what happened yesterday?  I could tell that there had been a big shift.  I had seen myself, and everyone else, as a giant snowball in the days following the five-day weather experience. (See here for details.)  At that time I was told that each snowflake that made up the snowball was an understanding that we each hold that when combined makes up our life experience.  Water, when it is frozen, is individualistic.  So I was seeing the formation of my/our new snowball, aka life experience.  I, of course, wanted some more information.  Here is what I got in meditation.

“The energy transfer yesterday was the accumulation of the highest potential of every single resolution that each of you have made throughout your journey.  There was no holding back.  We could say that your prayers have been answered, but that would not be correct.  For that phrasing leaves out the most important Creator, You.  You have summoned and received the next big evolutionary leap of humankind.  There is no going back.  You have the tools to go forward as the old energy crumbles all around you.

You are the Shepard.

You are the rod and the staff.

There is no evil only those who struggle for life.

When you step out of that struggle and enter into Grace, there is no hurt that can truly wound, no anger that is not constructive, and no fear that is ever valid.”

Flash of Insight

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I was typing a response to my friend Terri (who has an incredible way of seeing the field, BTW) on Facebook the other day and out pops the description that my field, or my way of seeing the personal energy field, looks like a holodeck.  For those not as nerdy as me, that is the room on the Star Trek Enterprise D (Yes, I know the number designation!) that is programmable to create any world, learning experience, novel or adventure that you want. My formative years were spent watching Star Trek The Next Generation and so with that slip of the fingers while typing, I see now that my field is really based off of the holodeck,unknown

As opposed to any adult study that I have done…

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Boy does this make me laugh! (And YES, I would far rather it be subconsciously based on my beloved Star Trek than another awesome source.)  But on to more interesting things…

Today I will tell you all about what I have been seeing in the field.  Generally I get between 1-3 images per day.  Some of them are moving, others are stationary.  I see colors, shapes (geometric and otherwise), objects, cut stones, symbols and the like.  Last week, for five days straight, I got weather related experiences.  So far I have not seen people or beings or words.  Some things are strictly energetic in appearance, as in very hologram-esque, others almost exaggeratingly solid 3D.

So what are these things?  Well I’m still working on that but here is what I know so far.  First, they are a slide show of current energies that are available to ALL.  Kinda like our daily menu of sorts.  Second, I can and do magnetize specific energies to me. This is usually not the prominent energy that I see, more like the second or third image that comes along.  Third, these representational energies sometimes contain a message for us all.  If you will remember from my last post, I described that I see in symbols.  While symbols are awesome in their ability to communicate without language, they are also a pain in the ass because they communicate without language. I will give you an example.  Remember the five days of weather related experiences?  Well, I required help deciphering them.  The answers rather blew me away and where far more in-depth than what I had been understanding.  Here is an excerpt from my journal.  Anything in parenthesis is my clarification.

“The flow of information to you reflects the decisions of mankind.  First you saw the lightning (day 1).  This is the Flash of Insight available all over the world.  Did you not wonder at why it rotated?  Did you not question why it looked like a Lego piece? The building block nature of the Insight was being emphasized and the rotation and the changing speed of it, reflected the activity of the interaction (by humanity).  By the end of the day, the rotation had sped to unprecedented levels.

The Thunder and the mist came the next day.  Representing the thoughts of those who had accepted that Flash of Insight and made it resound.  The mists cloak the landscape as things shift and change.

The next day brought rain, torrents of it and the wind blew only on your head.  Ah, the rain! You are correct in linking it to physicality, however there is another element too.  You can’t have rain without saturation!  That flash of Insight has overflown.  Its getting spread around and not in a gentle way, but in a “HURRY, THE BATHTUB IS OVERFLOWING!!!” way.  A drop what you’re doing and DO SOMETHING way.  The wind blowing on your head is air.  And what does air do?  It uplifts.  That is why by the end of the day you saw that the wind had stopped blowing straight at you and had instead formed a funnel overhead which pulled your hair straight up in a spiral.

And the next morning, what did you find?  You saw that your spiral up-do was frozen solid and a great column of “liquid ice” was moving both up and down through your body.  Think of the ice “cementing” the ideas into place.  Think of the flowing ice as the physicality of humans everywhere, moving into position, their hearts and minds made firm.

The following day you saw snow everywhere.  Your body was covered in two snowman sized balls of snow from the neck down.  You had snowflakes on your nose, cheeks and eyelashes, and it felt piled up on your head.  Do you understand the significance of this?  You were surrounded by the evidence.  People have begun to build.  There is action already, five days after the Flash of Insight and building has occurred.”

So of course I couldn’t hold it in any longer, I had to ask what the Flash of Insight had been about!

“The Insight that was made available was how to enable humans to help themselves.  That is it.  Amazing response.  One person’s idea can help millions.  And MILLIONS responded. MILLIONS accepted.  MILLIONS answered the call.  So just watch.  Just. Watch.”

Our personal energy fields and how I see them. (Or what is that big spinning donut and how do I eat it?)

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Today I will explain how I see the energy field around my body, which I am extrapolating to include the field around your body.  Why do things by half, anyway?  Hmmmmm?  Bare in mind that what I “see” is not with my physical eyes.  I also would like to say that how I see in meditation is akin to an allegory.  A story of symbols that unfolds for me to make sense of.  I have been working with my field at least once daily for the past three or four months…maybe even five.  How time flies!  It all started when I started working out every day.  After my cool down I would concentrate on my field and observe and interact with what I found there.  The first “structure” that I saw was a gridded torus that is around my body, just past my fingertips when outstretched.  Not quite as far away from me as the following illustration but l liked the gridded aspects of this pic.  Some days the ribbing that is vertical is much more pronounced than the horizontal aspects.  It also pretty much looks like a sphere unless I look straight up.

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I have been told in meditation that this is “the envelope that contains the letter that is you.”

The next aspect that I began to see is an infinity symbol that stretched out from my body.  It extended the length that my arms can reach out from my body.  In other words, I can trace the whole thing.  Here is the tricky part for the visual.  The energy is moving in a continual loop right?  But there is a very 3D aspect of it, like I’m looking at a cannoli shell. Only the center does not overlap it flows into its self and is much more narrow or pinched than our friend the cannoli.  But that curvature of the shell, that is being pointed out to me.

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This field is very much centered at my heart.  I call this the Heart Field.  The Heart Field is a fascinating structure, of which we (meaning I…and anyone else who is working with it) are only beginning to understand.  Here is a quote from my journal concerning its nature.

“The binary-ness of the heart is two-fold.  First it is the creator and the destroyer.  The constant cycle of conversion, conversion, conversion is the heart creating and destroying. We do not mean this in a violent way, only in the way of demonstrating that all life does consume life.  So too does your heart eat old thoughts, creations, attitudes and beliefs.  Do you not have a surge of energy when you have an Ah Ha moment?  That is the heart immediately converting the old into the new.  Second, there is a push-pull aspect to the heart which is very important.  The energy that you Accept (More about this very important concept/action later.) into the heart is the pull, from what you Accept you push out as part of who you are.”

So why do I see the Heart field as a giant cannoli?  Ah, good question my friends.  I see in symbols, remember?  So the sideways representation was emphasizing strongly the source of the field, the heart itself.  It really isn’t a half a donut or even a full (which I thought at one point).  I am seeing the looping structure of the engine of physical life…not the beating of the heart that keeps my body alive but the engine that controls the physical life that I see all around me.  I thought for a moment that the loop that I saw was a wave but this is not correct either.  Here is the best description from my journal.

“It is hard to describe something that is not in your sphere of reference, but we will try.  Take the understanding of a truck backing up.  Look at its wheels as it reverses.  The surface of the wheel is a finite controlled system that acts as an intermediary between the vehicle and the surface it rests upon.  So too does the energy which leaves the heart.  It is not a wave but a very physical interacting device that permeates your field.  The words to describe a physical act…for that is what it does, creates the physical…are hard to describe to you since you are seeing the energetic manifestation of it.  Do you understand? It is not energetic, it is physical but you are seeing an energetic representation of it so that you can understand it’s function.

The understanding that the physical is created, maintained and organized by your heart field, is crucial for life change.  What is not crucial is understanding exactly what that looks like.  Instead understand what that means to you.  Understand why you can see what you can see.”

So here is what I understand from the symbols being shown to me.  The Outer Field Torus is the energetic representation of our individualism.  This is not a thesis on how we are really all one.  That is a different energy field representation.  This is about YOU and how you create YOUR life.  So the envelope encloses the letter, our physical body.  The body contains the engine of creation, the heart.  Emotion is another way of understanding that engine.  Emotion is really the ultimate creation engine.  It alone of the chakras is the creator of the outward life that we experience.

The other chakras, not to be left out, I see as a double spiral.

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The spiral is also very much centered on the aspect of conversion.  As you actively seek more your chakra responds in kind, widening both what you have available to learn through that chakra and presenting all that you have learned out into your life.  They act differently than the heart in that they are not the engine, instead they are the driving force of expansion within your identity of self.  As you explore what you are capable of and what you choose to encounter and do, your chakras spiral with where you are in your journey. So the sine wave that represents each chakra, its speed and amplitude is based on each individuals level of self initiation and needs.  The entire chakra group is always interacting with each other, these are not closed systems.  You cannot segregate growth to one energy center.

So there you have it.  The playing field for physical creation….as I see it.  There is soooo much more yumminess to learn!  (She says while salivating!)