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New Personal Energy Field News! Gaia Field Merger!

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New Personal Energy Field News!  Gaia Field Merger!

Hello All!

I have experienced a change in the personal energy field that I feel is worth reporting.  For the last three days, the field has appeared much larger, and rather dark (like being underground) and also super empty.  It wasn’t until today, after I worked out for the first time in a while (sprained ankle and sick), that I was told what was now going on.  Our personal energy fields are now supplementing Gaia’s energy dome (her exact words).  What does that mean however?  Our personal field is now blended with Gaia.  And yes, I know that we as life upon this Earth, cannot be separate from that which enables us to have a physical life in the first place.  So why am I seeing this change?  It is time now to work the energy that is not only us but also life as a whole on our world…and work it from the perspective of a full and integrated partner.  One does not affect the other, but IS the other.  We have been working toward this point for some time and now it is presenting as a fully merged reality.  A visual given to me as an example is to imagine Gaia’s energy dome as a honey bee comb.  Each individual cell of that structure is one of us.  Before Gaia’s energy dome had our energy but as an integrated lower level.  Now we are an integral part of the surface or primary layer of energy (the primary interface, is what I am hearing).

The Heart field has also changed.  Remember the cannoli shaped energy I was seeing before? See here.  It now consists of five 3D sine waves (my cannoli’s) that are three sections deep.  These five waves spread out like spokes from my sides and front of my body.   Five is the energy of change and three is the number of the trinity.  There is nothing on the back side of me yet, no matter how I try to view myself.  It feels deliberately blank.  To be revealed!

There was a river flowing through the energy field this morning and after learning what the new field represented, I walked into it.  As I emerged from the waters, I was covered in newly formed crystals.  The water pulled at me and so I let myself flow along.  I was swept out of a large cavern and across the earth, through many landscapes, each one radiating with the love and joy of Gaia.  Desserts of rock, dunes of blowing sand, muddy jungles, icy tundras and everything in between.  Where there was no river, I walked and each foot step left an imprint full of water.  I travelled until I picked one spot that I decided to make my Now vision of the field.  The dome that surrounds us is now hundreds of feet across and is half under the earth.  We are the nucleus at the center, the engine of the whole field is definitely still the heart, which has expanded it reach so beautifully.

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So I ask you to play a game with your field today.  Walk, float or fly across Gaia.  See all of her beauty in all of her expressions.  The swamp, the grassy plain, the sun-baked clay, the stormy sea and the frozen vistas, these all need to be seen with the eyes of love.  Think National Geographic photography special! Think of what is beautiful about it all.  Feel the beauty of it all.  Find your oneness with her, with your body on a much grander scale.  Enjoy the new field my friends.  Know that we will be changing just as fast as the Earth is.  For she is never static and alway evolving, just like us.

Convergence Points (and how to use them)

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Convergence Points (and how to use them)

Today we move into another feature of our personal energy fields.  As you know, if you have read the previous posts on the personal energy field, I have been seeing universal energies present themselves daily in my field.  This post will be about personal energies and personal creation. Now as you are most likely aware, we all have access to infinite possibilities to create our own experiences.  This concept is being presented to me visually as a 360 degree never-ending array of silver points.  They are slightly rectangular to me which is a representation of the square sine wave.  This is only important to my interpretation because (see here) the square sine wave is an infinite number of sine waves, otherwise known to me as The ALL. So why a rectangle instead of a square?  Square sine waves are symmetrical in their duration of their cycle.  Rectangular wave forms are similar but are not symmetrical, the pause and the pulse are different from each other.  Here is what I got about the difference.

“The rectangle is a vision of the complexity within the interaction.  If the ALL is a square and you make contact with a very specific wave within that square, than there is a change in the oscillation of that moment.  The pause or the pulse is affected.”

The points uniformly have all been silver, except one.  Silver, for me, is the color of fusion of soul and physical incarnate, the two working as one.  Other people have seen these points differently, each bringing the representation to their person in a way that is appropriate and understandable (perhaps with a little research in some cases…usually in my case at the very least) for each individual.  The points want me to call them Convergence Points.  Just to stress, they do not really exist in the physical.  They are simply a representation of energy transfer, connection and development.

And that is what I have been learning about.  How to connect and develop these energies that are available to me, to us all.  By themselves they are benign happy little energy points waiting for someone somewhere to access them.  We are always surrounded by the ability to create anything.  The convergence points do not EVER end.  No matter where I look in the universe, there they are.  These points bring into focus an allegory of the possibilities available to you.   I hope it brings AWE to your heart.  It certainly does to mine.

Now, oddly enough, the energy of the Soil of the Earth, yes good old dirt, came forward to teach me about these points.  I was confused for only a second until I realized that the Soil is where all life springs.  If you want to know about how to take something from energetic to physical, the Soil would be an excellent teacher.  The following is all straight from The Soil.

“The understanding of these convergence points is a basic building block of not only the New Earth but also the ability to operate your field efficiently and purposefully.  To start, there are many factors that are conjoined to release life in the physical.  The first concept to understand is that ALL life is dependant on LOVE.  Whatever form it takes, it would not BE here if it did not love.  Second the allegation that life is circular (think life cycles) is not exactly true.  Yes, one life is used by another for continuation but really the web of life is based on the ability to understand each piece of a puzzle.  Yes the individual cycles look circular but in reality it is a wave action. (Here I saw a spiral or sine wave in 3D.)

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A circle does not show the reality of the effect of time on the cycle at hand.  There is no closed loop.  There is no repeat, there is conversion and conversion.  The human has their own role to play in this and perhaps their biggest fallacy is not recognizing the need for conversion.  And yet they are continually doing so.  What you need to remember is that the fallacy of circular growth is not made to dumb down the learner but to simplify understandings.  But we are moving beyond the simple and into the vague.”

Esther:  “Ha!! That doesn’t help!”

Soil:  “Yes, it does.  Listen, when you change the oil in your car, you don’t know exactly what it does or where it goes.  You do know that driving without it is very stressful for the engine and could literally destroy the working mechanics.  So you know vaguely about the relationship between oil and the engine.  Same with love and wave action, you are moving into some very basic understandings that will expand.  This is why we give you the list below.  These are all basic understandings that will all be expanded on through the evolution of thought and understandings.  They are all vital to understanding creation.

  1.  Know in your heart that ALL is available to you Now.
  2.  There is only Now.  (There is no energy that exists in the past or the future.)
  3. Creation requires Love.
  4. Bending time is always happening.
  5. Life begins with the thought.
  6. Emotion is not only your friend and ally but also your ENGINE of growth.
  7. The knowledge to create is not based on facts and figures but on the understanding of wave forms and their habits.
  8. Do NOT go into fear.  When you create from the heart, the only options available are loved based. (You don’t need to protect yourself.  You don’t need to protect others.  These are fear based assumptions that you are going to create pain.)

Now we will walk you through working with a convergence point.  This is meant to demonstrate that your creative abilities are both physical, mental and emotional.  You must engage the body, mind and spirit to be in full creator capacity.

First, find your center, your base of operations.  This is where you will begin.  Feel the strength of your being.  Understand that your self, your true self dwells within.

Next, engage the engine.  The engine is your emotion.  Feel it rise up.  Feel it expand, filling you.

Now, find the thread that is connected to that which you wish to conceive, that desire that you wish to make physical.  This thread will readily present itself to you when you call out for it.

Begin to unravel the thread until it is loose and free.  Use whatever means you wish to accomplish this.  It can be as simple or as complex a process as you wish.

Concentrate on your field of convergence points, however they may present themselves to you.  Ask for the one that represents your physical reality to show itself to you.  Place the loose thread on the convergence point.

Understand that the thread has multiple expressions.  There is never one way, one path, but always many.

Now bring the convergence point into the very engine that creates.  Bring it into the emotion center, the heart center, the creator center.  This will create its own wave of emotion.  The convergence point its merging with WHO YOU ARE.  Whatever you have just brought into your body must now connect and merge.  This can take from a few hours to a few weeks.  It is now part of who you are, as a Being, as a soul, as a physical incarnate.  You will feel the energy moving throughout your body.  You will feel the amplification of the wave of who you are.  There is no separating you now.  How can you create something that is not YOU?  It must be You or how can it be seen, experienced and manoeuvred through.  You become the creation.  It is never outside of you.  This is quite a shift in understanding for some.  Let the WOW fill you!  Let the understanding create a new perception of Yourself.  This is how to become the Master Creator.  This is how to be one with all of life.  This is how you break away from small thinking and realize that the options available to you are unlimited and yours for the creating.”

Big Energy Summoned and Received!

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Big Energy Summoned and Received!

Yesterday I had the most amazing experience on the field since I started playing with it.  As I went to bed the night before I saw a single snowflake, the size of my torso, dangling in front of me by a silver cord.  It was dangling in front of Us.  Well, we accepted it.  Boy oh boy, did we accept it.  When I woke up, I saw a ladder of snowflakes pouring through the opening at the top of my field.  The snowflakes were all the same giant size as the one the evening before.  On both outside edges of the snowflakes ran two silver cords, connecting them all together. (Silver is the color of fusion of soul and physical incarnate, the two working as one.  White is the color of pure intent, intent with no agenda or expectations.) I call it a ladder because when I first looked at the field, I saw myself trying to climb it.  But the ladder kept descending so fast that I couldn’t pull myself up.  I then saw myself step back and just watch as the snowflakes poured past.  But the point had been made.  What does a ladder do?  It takes you higher!  Big vibrational increase!!

I had woken up with a headache and after a late breakfast, I crawled back under the covers.  I fell asleep watching the snowflakes stream down.  I remember being cold as I slept (for 3 hours!!!!!) and dizzy as I dreamt.  I awoke around 1:30 in the afternoon sweating and kicking the covers off.  I remembered having witnessed, as I dreamt, that the snowflakes had piled up to my waist.  By the time I had woken, they were over my head.  I saw then too that one of the flakes had wrapped itself around my lower leg and ankle and where it had been was glowing orange like a neon henna tattoo.  For me, orange is the color of Being full; content with one’s self, a color of radiant confidence.  As I moved about for an hour or so, I saw that I had five of them adhered and glowing up my left side, from my ankle to my shoulder.  Five is the number of change!   An hour or so later, the round ball of the field became completely full and I saw a little white plug placed in the top, where the ladder had been descending from.  Then the Hand of God picked up my field and shook it like a salad dressing bottle.  All the snowflakes disappeared as my entire body glowed orange.  In the evening I took a peek and saw that my body had slowly faded to iron-grey, like metal slowly cooling from the forge. Grey for me symbolizes the mixing of endless possibilities with pure intent.

So what happened yesterday?  I could tell that there had been a big shift.  I had seen myself, and everyone else, as a giant snowball in the days following the five-day weather experience. (See here for details.)  At that time I was told that each snowflake that made up the snowball was an understanding that we each hold that when combined makes up our life experience.  Water, when it is frozen, is individualistic.  So I was seeing the formation of my/our new snowball, aka life experience.  I, of course, wanted some more information.  Here is what I got in meditation.

“The energy transfer yesterday was the accumulation of the highest potential of every single resolution that each of you have made throughout your journey.  There was no holding back.  We could say that your prayers have been answered, but that would not be correct.  For that phrasing leaves out the most important Creator, You.  You have summoned and received the next big evolutionary leap of humankind.  There is no going back.  You have the tools to go forward as the old energy crumbles all around you.

You are the Shepard.

You are the rod and the staff.

There is no evil only those who struggle for life.

When you step out of that struggle and enter into Grace, there is no hurt that can truly wound, no anger that is not constructive, and no fear that is ever valid.”

Flash of Insight

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I was typing a response to my friend Terri (who has an incredible way of seeing the field, BTW) on Facebook the other day and out pops the description that my field, or my way of seeing the personal energy field, looks like a holodeck.  For those not as nerdy as me, that is the room on the Star Trek Enterprise D (Yes, I know the number designation!) that is programmable to create any world, learning experience, novel or adventure that you want. My formative years were spent watching Star Trek The Next Generation and so with that slip of the fingers while typing, I see now that my field is really based off of the holodeck,unknown

As opposed to any adult study that I have done…

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Boy does this make me laugh! (And YES, I would far rather it be subconsciously based on my beloved Star Trek than another awesome source.)  But on to more interesting things…

Today I will tell you all about what I have been seeing in the field.  Generally I get between 1-3 images per day.  Some of them are moving, others are stationary.  I see colors, shapes (geometric and otherwise), objects, cut stones, symbols and the like.  Last week, for five days straight, I got weather related experiences.  So far I have not seen people or beings or words.  Some things are strictly energetic in appearance, as in very hologram-esque, others almost exaggeratingly solid 3D.

So what are these things?  Well I’m still working on that but here is what I know so far.  First, they are a slide show of current energies that are available to ALL.  Kinda like our daily menu of sorts.  Second, I can and do magnetize specific energies to me. This is usually not the prominent energy that I see, more like the second or third image that comes along.  Third, these representational energies sometimes contain a message for us all.  If you will remember from my last post, I described that I see in symbols.  While symbols are awesome in their ability to communicate without language, they are also a pain in the ass because they communicate without language. I will give you an example.  Remember the five days of weather related experiences?  Well, I required help deciphering them.  The answers rather blew me away and where far more in-depth than what I had been understanding.  Here is an excerpt from my journal.  Anything in parenthesis is my clarification.

“The flow of information to you reflects the decisions of mankind.  First you saw the lightning (day 1).  This is the Flash of Insight available all over the world.  Did you not wonder at why it rotated?  Did you not question why it looked like a Lego piece? The building block nature of the Insight was being emphasized and the rotation and the changing speed of it, reflected the activity of the interaction (by humanity).  By the end of the day, the rotation had sped to unprecedented levels.

The Thunder and the mist came the next day.  Representing the thoughts of those who had accepted that Flash of Insight and made it resound.  The mists cloak the landscape as things shift and change.

The next day brought rain, torrents of it and the wind blew only on your head.  Ah, the rain! You are correct in linking it to physicality, however there is another element too.  You can’t have rain without saturation!  That flash of Insight has overflown.  Its getting spread around and not in a gentle way, but in a “HURRY, THE BATHTUB IS OVERFLOWING!!!” way.  A drop what you’re doing and DO SOMETHING way.  The wind blowing on your head is air.  And what does air do?  It uplifts.  That is why by the end of the day you saw that the wind had stopped blowing straight at you and had instead formed a funnel overhead which pulled your hair straight up in a spiral.

And the next morning, what did you find?  You saw that your spiral up-do was frozen solid and a great column of “liquid ice” was moving both up and down through your body.  Think of the ice “cementing” the ideas into place.  Think of the flowing ice as the physicality of humans everywhere, moving into position, their hearts and minds made firm.

The following day you saw snow everywhere.  Your body was covered in two snowman sized balls of snow from the neck down.  You had snowflakes on your nose, cheeks and eyelashes, and it felt piled up on your head.  Do you understand the significance of this?  You were surrounded by the evidence.  People have begun to build.  There is action already, five days after the Flash of Insight and building has occurred.”

So of course I couldn’t hold it in any longer, I had to ask what the Flash of Insight had been about!

“The Insight that was made available was how to enable humans to help themselves.  That is it.  Amazing response.  One person’s idea can help millions.  And MILLIONS responded. MILLIONS accepted.  MILLIONS answered the call.  So just watch.  Just. Watch.”

You are a Master. Use your Mastery.

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You are a Master.  Use your Mastery.

As I cooled down from my workout today, I had a strong sensation of energy streaming in both directions between the palms of my hands.  As I focussed on it I heard, “What one hand knows, the other has access to.”  As I pondered this energy transfer, a blog post to us all suddenly was forming on my journal page.  Anything in parantheses is my personal clarification.

The ALL:  “You are right to assume that the connection between the phrase and the understanding of it has not so much to do with the physical body but to humanity in general.  Now what are you to do with this phrase?  For have you not already understood that the collective of humanity can and does share all thoughts, ideas, emotions, growths, understandings and end game determinations?  What we would like to point out is that the understanding of this and the active use of it are totally different.  Do you not have at your fingertips everything that is accessible to all of humanity?  There are many who would attempt to distance themselves from the collective of humanity.  This is understandable from their point of view.  But why not turn the paradigm on its head?  Why is it not profitable to the individual to revel in their connection to all of humanity and all that they have access to because of that connection?

Who are you?  Are you not the grieving mother and the curious student?  Are you not the hungry child and the understanding scientist?  Are you not the wedding party and the mourning EMT?  Are you not the bomb dropper and the victim?  And what do all these you’s have in common?  Massive Life Experience!!  Each has a piece to a bigger understanding that WILL coalesce into an awakening for humanity that will break all barriers, that will end all wars, that will end systemic corruption and the fear that drives it in the hearts of so many.

But all that experience, all that knowing, of every single human on the planet, lies at your fingerprints NOW. (Yes fingerprints…DNA getting a nod.)  How can you not reach for it at this time?  How can you not mine the Akash?  Do you think it is only about your experiences, that you only have access to what you have done or will do?  And you ARE experienced enough and wise enough to each know what to reach for.  What is it that interests you?  What is it that brings you joy?  What experiences, what understandings, what knowledge of humanity do you wish to claim as your own?  It is all there before you, laid out like a banquet.

Will you not eat?  Do you not understand the gifts that the rest of humanity brings to you?  Will you not celebrate your access and connection?  Will you only shy away from the pain and horror?  Will you not experience the true delights that are available?  You are a Master.  Use your Mastery.”

The Evolution of Perception, Portals 201

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The Evolution of Perception, Portals 201

Hi Everybody!  I have had lots of shifts in perspective of the last few months.  I’m gonna guess that you have had some too!  Here is one that I would like to share with you.  I wrote Portals 101 ages ago…or so it feels.  And now its time for an update.  Ideas and understanding were bonking around in my brain for a few days before I sat down and had this conversation.  Please read Portals 101 for the fundamentals. Oh and Niya is a part of myself that was teaching me in 101, so I brought her back for 201. Enjoy!

Niya:  “Tell me what you understand as of now?”

Esther:  “Alright.  First, I am the portal.  I don’t go anywhere.  The portal is me.  Second, I am constantly using it to create my physical world.”

N:  “Very good.  Yes, the evolution of perception from it existing outside of your person to existing within.  What has adjusted besides perception?”

E:  “Well, the very definition of portal, or perhaps the understanding of the word.”

N:  “Yes, a gateway between two points is very 3D and oversimplified to the extreme.  As you point out, you are constantly using your energy field to create reality.  You are standing in your energy field, which is controlled by you, and creating your experience simultaneously.  Your world, your physical experience is the creator energy manifesting through the portal that you are.  You do not go anywhere.  It comes to you.  Now when you travel in your mind, how is that different from when you travel in the physical?”

E:  “I don’t go anywhere, I bring it to me.”

N:  “Correct.  To travel energetically is to step out of space and time.  It is very difficult to explain this to the mind.  You are no longer in a linear experience.  The same applies to any extra-sensory abilities.  The ability to use these talents places you in a non-linear experience.  You can no longer explain things in a A connects to B which connects to C fashion.  Instead words do not exist yet, to describe being out of time and space, in a sufficient manner.  This is how the energy field around you works, this is how the portal that is you exists.  It is out of time and space.  It exists in the energy of the ALL.  The potential for everything is available there.  And yet it is just there, surrounding the physical you, just beyond your perception and yet within your reach.”

E:  “This is what Abraham (Esther Hicks) calls the vortex, right?”

N:  “Yes.  The personal energy field, your vortex, is a constantly manifesting portal.  This is why you all have been working so hard for years to “clear your field”.  You have reprogrammed yourselves.  You have changed the energetic structure to reflect consciously what is in your heart and mind.  When you begin to truly understand this and to go back to the fundamentals–Love gives direction and focus, the Unknown is the amazing never-ending storehouse of energy to pull from and Light is the physical construct that makes the travel to you possible–then you really see that as the creator of your existence in the physical, the very essence of having a smooth quickly flowing portal, is Love.  Self love, brotherly love, planetary love , universal love, all these–from micro to macro–increase the smooth flowing energy, that is YOU, to move quicker and easier.  Things, ideas, understandings manifest quicker and in more dramatic ways.  Why?  Because you have asked for change.  And when change happens with Love at the helm, the effects are ALWAY stronger and clearer and reverberate farther.  You are not holding You back anymore.

The ability to alter the energy this is You is what you all have been working on.  The ability to understand what you have altered is next.  Think, if you will, of a diamond, hard and rough.  It’s molecular structure is set and yet it’s very shape can be changed and enhanced.  The human is not set.  The molecular structure can be changed, by you.  The energy can be changed, by you.  The thought patterns and behaviors can be changed, by you.  So imagine that diamond again.  It’s brilliance and beauty after it has been cut and polished has nothing on you.  Your magnificence in exploring and using that heart centered portal, that is the core foundation of your physical life and existence, is now at the forefront of humanities call for action.  There has never been a more exciting time in the use and understanding of what the human being is capable of.  To walk in the 3D world with a fully functioning higher dimensional energy field/portal is how you graduate, how you have graduated.  This is why action is required now.  This is why, for most of you, the personal time is over.  Your energy field is needed out and about, pulling to you love based ideas, solutions, understandings and most importantly change.”

Imagine

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I have been wondering lately about how to create in the physical without imagining specific scenarios and outcomes, and therefore limiting myself to what is available energetically. During a meditation on the 10th, an answer was given that shone some light on this question. I know that there is more to it but right now it is a fabulous piece to the puzzle. Here is the conversation that I had with myself. I would like to point out that the big S, as in Higher Self, seems to have merged with the small s, as in the individual Esther, that I no longer feel using the big Self is accurate. I don’t know how to describe it except to say that the answers are coming more from within than before. That being said, the energy or the feel of the answers coming back has changed too. This is especially noticeable to me at the beginning where the language is not what I am use to. Haha… Let me tell you, the word brethren, is not the type of word that usually comes through for me. (SMILE)

 

Esther: “Ok self, it has been a bit of a ride lately. What are some of my possibilities now?”

myself: “First know that all is well, that you are loved deeply and the promise of a new age has come to pass. What does this mean for you? Many things. Lets speak of the energetics first. The sun, your great expander, has entered into a new relationship with you and your Earth brethren. This will bring about accelerated growth in all phases of your life. Know that your connection there, is constant and sure. (meaning the connection to the Sun) Also know that all the celestial bodies, those seen and unseen, are in alignment with this new relationship. What does this mean? The relationship between the planets and you the humans has always been symbiotic, now it is exemplary. It went from working together to showing the way. No longer do the celestial bodies find themselves tied to drama and intrigue, instead they are now guidance and role models of the way forward.

Now what of the physical? Ah, now you will really see the shift. We will speak of your life alone here. You have moved to a new energetic space and you will move again within the year. Why do you think this is? You can see the shift in generalities but we will give you more specifics. This current home is a stopping place to accrue energy and anchor into the new without limiting your potential. You are centrally located in the town. Are you not? You are meant to be in the middle, absorbing energy from the four directions. So what is available to you now? First know that the fabric of life is all-ways changing. That said, there will be some opportunities that will arise that are fairly certain to occur. Do you know that your presence in the state of Colorado has affected everything within it? This is true. A shuffling of energy has occurred since you arrived. You are frustrated with you efforts to manifest an income stream within your physical life. And yet you have been provided an income throughout this ordeal. You have placed an importance on a physical job and a traditional human income stream. Know that the options there are still aligning and that all will come together.”

E: “Is what my heart wants conflicting with my desire for a generous income stream?”

m: “No. The heart does not wish to suffer. The heart wants more.”

E: “It is hard for me to line up the desire for more financially with my desire for more expansion. Where is the conflict?”

m: “This is a common issue arising right now; how to balance your need and desire for growth with your desire to live a more comfortable physical life. The answer is easy. Do not put one above the other. Instead treat them as equals that fulfill the other.”

E: “Wow! Can you tell me more about that?”

s: “Yes. If your growth is tied to finances than both expand. If your finances are tied to finances than there is slow to no movement. If your growth it tied to growth, than it too accelerates at it own constant rate. But, link them together and an unusual thing happens. The molecules of each become entangled so that they both slingshot the other as they vibrate or spin. This is how other entangled energies work as well.”

E: “So how do I entangle them?”

s: “Begin by imagining that the desires of the physical, mainly money/home/comfort, are alongside the desires of the heart, mainly growth/joy/expansion/discovery. Now link them. (This was shown to me in two different visuals. The first was on an atomic level…I could either share molecules of each desire or have a magnetic attraction between the different molecules. I chose magnetics for my linkage. Second I was shown it as two sine waves traveling through space and time. When linked they travel together in the spiral, always responding to each other.)

E: “Thank you. I have found it hard to relax into “the waiting for”. I always think there is something I should be working on. Can you speak to me about this?”

s: “Yes. The desire to just Be is not a place that you have put your trust into for very long. This is tied to your physicalness as a being and to your experiences in the body thus for. Learning to just Be is a skill that flows from trust in the ALL but there is a misconception too. When you are in a state of Being, are you allowed to have doubts? Questions? Searches? New discoveries? Yes is the answer to all of those. The state of Being is not static and that understanding needs to change in your mind. Instead the state of Being is walking through life with your eyes wide open and ready to engage but your heart never goes into fear. This is the state of Being. It is not a static state of bliss, or trust. Instead it is an active state of trust with all that enfolds you as you experience life. Have your questions. Have your doubts and your ah ha’s. Do not have the fear.”

E: “So I have been in it more than I suspected?”

s: “Yes indeed. You have found many moments, some for days on end, which brought you to a Being state. You still have a little fear. Your greatest emotion to work with right now is love. Love the questions. Love the doubt. Do not drop into fear-creating when your emotions flare up. This doesn’t happen if you are not afraid. Did you know that you can be depressed and anxious without drowning in fear? The base emotion is the creating emotion.”

E: “I have felt very flat at times lately. (emotionally) Can you speak about that?”

s: “The ability to be joyful is tempered with the ability to be sad. You cannot always be high with joy and giggles, just as you cannot always be sad. The feeling of flatness is simply an in-between state. Experience it as it’s own and know that it changes as easily as the others do.”

E: “Thank you. Are there specific things I should concentrate on for creation in the physical? Or do I try to keep away from the specifics?”

s: “There are several things to point out here. First, yes concentrating on the specifics narrows the available outcomes. This can be used to achieve something very specific and is therefore not a detriment in that case. However the complexity of created reality is such that there are a lot of unknown and unimaginable options that you would rather have if you knew they existed. So how do you pull those to you without imagining? Tricky Tricky! Know this, the ability to broaden what manifests for you is simpler than it appears. Understand that the imagination is a powerful tool. You can use it to your advantage if you know how.

Can you imagine surprise and delight?

Can you imagine awe and being overjoyed?

Can you imagine tears of happiness?

Can you imagine the comfort of everything being taken care of?

Can you imagine everything falling into place?

Can you imagine your husband happy with the outcome as well?

Can you imagine that the new money stream just falls in your lap?

Can you imagine that your abilities and growth are reflected in that surprising turn of events?

Can you imagine that everything you wanted is coming true?

Can you imagine having it all?

Can you imagine that the beginning of this journey leads to an amazing end, which is really an amazing beginning?

Can you imagine that everything that has come through you is true?

Can you imagine that you never doubt again?

Can you imagine that the God that is you becomes so apparent that others see it too?

Can you imagine what walking through life as a Knowing Creator is like?

Can you imagine the joy and safety in knowing how to create at will?

Can you imagine a future that is not only stable but also generous in its ability to provide for your needs and wants?

Imagine it all.

Live it all.

It is one and the same.”

 

 

As a tiny example of imagining,… I was turning off the shower two days ago and noticed before I stepped out a single drop of water hanging on the showerhead. This is not something that I normally pay attention to, but on that day I put my hand out to catch it. It didn’t fall however. After a bit I began speaking to it, trying to coax it down into my hand. There was still no movement. I went inside it, saw it’s energetic and atomic structure and tried to show it the similar water makeup of my cells. There was no movement. Then I remembered the above instructions to imagine it. So I imagined the drop of water landing on my palm and felt the quiet happiness that the moment would bring to me. (For there is emotion attached to all of the imagine statements above…which I hope you can feel as you read them.) Immediately the drop fell…as did thirty or so other drops that came out of the inside of the showerhead. You should have heard my startled and happy laughter!

My Introduction to Yoga

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I saw a video on Facebook yesterday about Dana Falsetti, who is a plus sized yoga instructor.  The most impressive thing about this beautiful woman is her reason for doing yoga.  She does not do it to get in shape or to lose weight or anything like that.  She says that yoga is the only thing that makes her feel like herself.  Self Love!!  I know very little about yoga and have never learned it.  I was so impressed by this amazing woman and her ability to achieve advanced positions.  I decided to ask my body about Yoga.  I got more than I was expecting.  I have put all the visuals that I got in parentheses.  Thanks to my friend Gina I checked out the colors associated with what I received.  These colors are simply a symbol to me of another layer of information about the action taking place.

Esther:  “Ok Body, tell me about Yoga.”

Body:  “There are several streams of –for lack of a better word–information, that the body encounters and takes advantage of during Yoga poses.  The 1st stream enters the body through the head.  This stream is the Life Force Stream, meaning it IS the continual data stream that updates the body on physical choice evolution.  (It enters the crown of the head in a 3D sine wave form, otherwise known as a spiral.  This travels down through the trunk of the body turning at the root chakra and weaving its way back up and out of the body.  This stream is white which is the color of pure intent, intent with no agenda or expectations.  It is also sparkly which means that there is a multidimensional experience happening.  See Color Code here.)

The 2nd is the stream that crosses the body at the midriff.  This is the Unity Stream.  This holds the back and forth between your individual body and the collective human whole.  (At the waist there is a spiral of energy traveling through from front of the body to the back.  After it passes through the body it divides into smaller spirals.  This spiral the color red which is the color of forward action, interested passion, and purposeful creating.)

The 3rd is through the third eye.  This is the Universal Stream and is the access through the body to the interaction with All that Is.  (A spiral enters from the front of the forehead and ends in the “processing center” in the middle of the brain.  It doesn’t really end, it is converted there.  This spiral is violet which is the color of enhancement, of growth and renewal.  It is also sparkly.)

The 4th is the infusion of Earth energy through the soles of the feet.  This is the Planetary stream and is the feedback loop between you and Gaia.  (I see this as a Y of energy that branches below the feet with the energy flowing in a spiral both upward and downward.  It goes up into the right foot and travels through the right leg, bends at the root chakra and spirals down the left leg.  It flows out of the left foot where it continues down to and then spirals around the upward flowing energy.  The energy flowing into the right foot is yellow which is the color of Beginnings; it features the purity of finding your way with intent and benevolent interest.  By the time it has reached the left foot it has slowly changed to orange which is the color of Being full; content with one’s self, a color of radiant confidence.  Where it rejoins the energy that divides and flows into the right leg, the color is brown flowing in both directions. Brown is the color of the Earth energy, full of life and the wisdom therein.)

The 5th is the dual energy stream attracted to both of your palms.  This is the Stream of Intent and Action.  These are a conglomeration of both your individual and soul energy.  (A spiral enters the back of each hand and comes out on the palm as a glowing orangey half sphere.  Symbolically orange is the color of Being full; content with one’s self, a color of radiant confidence.  The color that enters the back of the hands is grey, which is a mix of black and white, and symbolizes the mixing of endless possibilities with pure intent.)

The 6th is the Word Stream.  This contains the sound codes of the move itself.  ( I see a spiral that flows up from the heart, through the esophagus and out through the mouth. This energy is white which is the color of pure intent, intent with no agenda or expectations.)

The 7th is the key to understanding why each pose is as it is or perhaps better said, what it is capable of.  The seventh stream is the Unified Whole Stream.  This is the stream that is created by the puzzle pieces of the others. (Visually this looks like a large hourglass shaped spiral.  The human is standing in the narrowed part, which encompasses the whole body.  The energy is open and extends both upward and outward  and downward and outward.  It is the color blue which is the color of Mother energy, fertility and growth and the bringing of life.)”

(I was then told to get on my phone and search for yoga poses and see which came up first.  I got Down Dog or Downward Facing Dog.  And I didn’t even know the name of it until I searched further. Haha Yes, total newbie!)

Downward Facing Dog

Here is what I got to illustrate each stream with this specific pose.  “The Life Force (crown) is aligned with Planetary Focus. The Unity Stream (midriff) is elevated, opening sharing to new heights.    The Universal Stream (third eye) is Earth Based.  The Planetary Stream (feet) is set.  The Stream of Intent and Action (hands) are grounded.  The Word Stream is the sound La (short a sound).  The Unified Whole Stream is as follows.  Energetically Down Dog is a position of communion with the whole of humanity from the point of view of the Planet Earth.”

Next random search revealed the Lotus Position.

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“The Life Force Stream (crown) is open and receptive for pollination, asking for more.  The Unity Stream (midriff) is open and receptive to share and receive.  The Universal Stream (third eye) is focused on the future and the possibilities inherent therein. The Planetary Stream (feet) alignment is brought up into the core.  The Stream of Intent and Action (hands) in mudra form is holding a focus of pure intent.  The Word Stream is Da (long a sound).  The Unified Whole Steam is as follows.  This position is the gathering of All that Is, both above and below–Source and Gaia.  Energy is brought into the body and focused through pure intent on All the Possibilities of what can Be and sharing that with all of Humanity.  Notice that all streams are close together creating a focussed and powerful energetic movement.”  No wonder this position is so popular for meditation!

The final search of the day revealed the Triangle Pose.

Triangle Pose

“The Life Force Stream (crown) is receptive of balance.  The Unity Stream (midriff) is open and sharing while stretching the perceived limitations of the collective.  The Universal Stream (third eye) focuses on Source.  The Planetary Stream (feet) is firm and wide open, receiving and sending.  The Stream of Intent and Action (hands) both Reaches for more from All That Is and embeds what is received into Gaia.  The Word Stream is the sound Fa (short a sound).  The Unified Whole Stream is as follows.  This pose opens the communication and sharing to maximum flow.  Energy is flowing through you from above and below (Source and Gaia), this is openly shared with Humanity as a whole.  Balance and strength of Intent are the focus for the flow is swift.”

This is all very fascinating to me.  Basically from my point of view, each pose or posture is a meditation.  Each can bring in a different experience for the performer.  They are like little snapshots of energy.  I also got an image of Julie Andrews in Sound of Music singing “Do-Re-Mi”.  Meaning that each sound of each move makes a song when combined with other moves, creating another Unified Whole Stream.  I asked my body if it wanted me to start Yoga.  I got back, “I don’t care as long as the exercise you choose brings you joy.  If there is not pleasure in the experience itself than it is rather a moot point.”  Ahhh, gotta love that!  Experiment time is coming!

Voids = the New You

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Voids = the New You

Telomeres: “There is a beginning to each new phase. This beginning, which you are going through and almost completed with, is a time of silence. This can manifest in many ways and is frequently interpreted as sadness or at least the absence of strong desires. This is the void. It, oddly enough, is the place from where all new creations spring. Why? Because it is an energetic space that magnetically attracts the New that is available in the Now.”

Esther: “How does the sadness or null feelings affect the attraction?”

T: “They do not affect the attraction at all; this is predetermined by the previous choices and internal work that the individual has done. Where they do come into play is in the completion of the void or perhaps better said, the time it takes for you to walk out after the energies have been added. As you noticed with your own experience, you first noticed a sadness and heaviness. This is a combination of the old choices ending (sadness—as in saying goodbye to the old) and the void pulling in all the New (heaviness—think gravity well). Because you did not fight this but responded to your instinct to withdraw, this sadness turned to the Null feeling, as you have named it, the absence of strong desires, either up or down. You also noticed that time spent in direct sunlight felt right. Not good, for you still feel the Null in the sunlight, but a rightness. This is not only because a tremendous amount of the New is coming from the Solar codes but also because Gaia herself is releasing much of the New and to be out in the sunlight means you are out in Gaia’s energy as well. The heaviness of the gravity pull of information into your well, your void, is perhaps the easiest feeling to misinterpret, for this pulling affects all your muscle groups but especially your brain. That powerful muscle is being directly affected most of all, for it is the center of thought and ideas, concepts and epiphanies. So when your brain slows down and thoughts do not want to form, know that in reality it is because all excess energy is being utilized to gather and distribute the New.

And what is the New? It is all the possibilities that not only you, but also all of humanity has created. For what you do for yourself, you do for the collective as well. So you benefit from the work that someone half a world away, on another continent, has been doing and vice versa.

Do not be discouraged by these VOIDS. They are vital passages for all humans at this time. Everyone will have their own timetable in how long they remain in this absorption mode. Know that all is working perfectly as you have intended. Flow with the energies as much as you are able and don’t dwell on the perceived negative aspects of the experience. Enjoy the work that you have done and anticipate the unfolding of the New through the Being that is You.”

E: “Can you explain why you wanted to speak with me about this and not my higher Self?”

T: “Yes. We like this question. The obvious and easy answer is that the void is a very physical act. We, the Telomeres, as part of your physical body, are initiating this conversation to stress that although being in the Void feels very emotional and spiritually disruptive, in that your emotions and spiritual self understand (aka your image and feeling of your self) are most noticeable disrupted to the individual experiencing it; it is a very physical experience. The well that is filling with the New is your physical vessel. It is the very codes within your DNA that are accepting and downloading all this Newness. You physically empty yourself of the old and accept the magnetic attraction of the New. This is very tiring at times for it takes intense concentrations of energy. Listen to your body during these times. Does it just want bread and water? Vegetables and fruits? Or comfort food with lots of calories to burn? What is it asking for? A glass of wine? A spicy meal? A three-day fast? Only you will know. And it could change quickly and erratically. This stage is definitely the time to pamper yourself and respond to the desires of not only the stomach but the brain as well. Too much extra sensory stimuli? Turn off the electronics. Can’t focus on a book? Indulge in a mindless movie or stare out the window. There are no right or wrong answers, only listening to what you need in the moment.”

The Waves of Creation and Magic

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The Waves of Creation and Magic

Message from My Telomeres on 1/14/16

Telomeres:  “There is a relationship to the explosion of data regarding wave energy–examples include gravity waves, sine waves, reality waves, energetic transference waves–and the work that we are doing in the body.  As you already experienced, the work that was done in your musculature of the arms and shoulders was done in waves.  Not only in regard to the location but also in regard to the time of day and the intensity of the experience.  What is the advantage of wave energy?  The highs and lows or the troughs and peaks both have their own advantage that increases the potency  of the other.  The apex of the wave would not be nearly as effective if there was not the trough.  It is during the trough that assimilation occurs, that the magic happens.  Guess what happens at the peak?”

Esther:  “The Download?”

T:  “Yes, the beginning and the end.  The moment of creation.”

E:  “So explain why it is continual and the difference with each creation peak?”

T:  “It is continual because energy is never still.  Even something that you would perceive as “not doing anything” is in fact still on a continual expression of movement and life.  As to what the difference is between each peak, that is up to you–the creator.  If you wish, through either lack of knowledge of what is possible or fear of what is possible, you can receive the same downloads/creations with each peak movement of the wave.  If however you are continually choosing a new creation, then with every peak that is what you get.  This is why we have also told you that you can control the pace of your evolution.  If it is too intense, slow down the downloads of New Creations.  Then when you feel comfortable, welcome them again.  These waves of energy are encountering and interacting with your body constantly.  They come from all over the universes, from the Great Solar Sun and beyond.  They also come from everything around you.  You Are a woven tapestry of energetic waves.  You are a wave yourself that interacts back with everything else.  While this may sound overwhelming to some, know that this is your natural state whether you are human or not.

So back to body changes.  What is really happening is that the wave signatures are changing, per you request.  And since all the waves within you make up a singular wave form that is you, then all the rest of you is modified by one wave changing.  Do you see now?  That is the power of Thought!  A new thought has a cascade effect through out your entire being.  And when your wave changes, it also changes everything that you are in constant interaction with.  That is how what you do for yourself affects the ALL.  Wave energy in motion!”

 

 

In reference to the muscle changes in my arms and shoulders, I started feeling that shortly after I started talking to my Telomeres.  It lasted a least a week and I first noticed discomfort in my right arm and then my left arm joined in.  I would have periods of time where it would feel like I had sprained my wrist but I still had muscle strength.  For example I could still use it to lift things and walk the dogs but it was sore.  The feeling would only last about an hour on my wrists but days later when the uncomfortableness had moved up to my upper arms and shoulders the feelings would stay with me for several hours.  Some days it would not leave, instead it would become more intense for a while and then fade to where I wasn’t frequently aware of it.  The back of my shoulder blades were the last region and lasted the longest but with less intensity than the upper arms.  As I thought about it, after getting this message, I could see that each muscle group had it’s own wave length.  I was also more uncomfortable during the night than during the day.  When I asked about it…during the experience…before I received the above message, I was told that the aching was caused by the fact that my new enhanced musculature needed more blood flow and oxygen.  The aching is the body adjusting and balancing that out to the new.  I asked what I could do and was told to drink lots of fluids and picture my body as “attracting” oxygen.  Since I am moving less at night while I sleep I needed to set the intent for “ease of movement for the fluids in my body”.  I also would picture oxygen molecules being magnetically attracted to my whole body, not just my lungs.  After all they say, “Your skin breathes.”  I asked what enhancements my muscles now had and was told, “less fatigue, less cramping, more flexibility, and smooth strands that make up the directional alignment of the muscle groups.”  BUT I must create this flexibility etc. through action.  What good are enhanced muscles if you never stretch them?  This is just a synopsis of my experience and not something that you will all experience the same way.  Yeah for unique and individualized bodies!